Musings on Animality
“Possible Vampire Fictionkin” (5/1/2012) I only started to think about this sometime after I began to consider if I might have a vampire ‘kintype and my external searching about that (both in trying to find other vampire’kin and in comparing/contrasting my vampire-aspect to different versions of vampires in myth, folkore,
“Contemplations on Vampire Otherkin” (1/20/2012) Note: Within this writing, I’m not referring to vampires like the energy-deficient, prana-feeding ones of the vampire community. I’m meaning vampires in an otherkin sense, or as someone experiencing part of oneself as identifying strongly *with* vampires in a way that is more similar to
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Thoughts on My Fourth Theriotype; 6/13/2009 I feel I’ve figured out a relatively decent amount about my avian-like theriotype, yet numerous things about it remain rather obscure and ambiguous, so I decided that maybe trying to organize some of those thoughts, understandings, and feelings in writing would make them more
Musings on an Unknown Theriotype: Part 3; 12/8/2007 (Parts 1 & 2) Still no conclusion on my third theriotype, but I can say that I’m making progress and getting closer to a more solid answer (unless something leads me astray from the animals I’m currently considering it to be, but so far I
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Musings on an Unknown Theriotype: Part 2; 8/8/2007 (Parts 1 & 3) I’ve been throwing around concepts in my head of my unknown theriotype, which technically speaking I don’t like thinking about it extensively because I tend to just confuse myself more, thus I’ve been prone to thinking about it little by little
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Musings on an Unknown Theriotype, Part 1: 3/30/2007 (Parts 2 & 3) I’ve been meaning for quite awhile now to make an entry in which to talk about my ponderings over one of my theriosides–the supposedly canine one. Every time I think I have enough thoughts together coherently to talk about it, my
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Journal Entry: 3/23/2006 –More Thoughts on Horse I love having a horse therioside, however, it’s the worst one of my three to have sometimes. The stronger horse “mental shifts” I get are most often bad ones to have, particularly because she’s so edgy and anxious during them–and that means that
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Journal Entry: 3/13/2006 –Reevaluation of canid side and introspective thoughts I’ve been reevaluating my wolf therioside. As of recently, I’ve been thinking about how something about ‘wolf’ doesn’t seem to be sitting right with me. I’ve gathered quite a bit of knowledge about wolves (though of course there can always
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Journal Entry: 2/23/2006 –Thoughts on Horse Now I wonder if I should avoid watching shows about horses, or rather, shows that have horses in them being ridden by people, of whom the latter are the main focus. Just by watching a show I’ve felt emotional and ‘distressed’, including a somewhat
Journal Entry: 12/21/2005 — Introspective thoughts on the species-type of Cat I’m experiencing a strong feeling of discontent and what feels like dishonesty with myself pertaining to my therianthropy. Now, I don’t know if I’ve actually been “lying” to myself and others (without consciously realizing it) about my therianthropy, but
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